Difficulties

So I have not written in a while… because life has me jumping through hoops. Once I get through one there is another obstacle waiting for me. I was always one of those children that slept away all my problems yet really it does not help, because those problems will always be there when I wake up… unfortunately.

I have given up my internet at home due to the fact that I am financially in a bind… I have too many expenses and not enough cash flow… due to the fact that I am a student/athlete no time to fit in a work schedule, without running myself too thin. My car has costed me an arm and a leg over this year that I have had it. I have put in almost 2 grand into it. So right now I am just trying to survive one day at a time.

Soccer has been great, I honestly can say I enjoy my team. Our first tourney we won the whole championship it was a great feeling, definitely a team effort. Basketball on the other hand has been a struggle… because we are not team orientated. It’s hard because it seems like everyone thinks they know what each other should be doing instead of focusing on their roles on the court. In addition to that it frustrating playing the game and not being coached, yet winning on talent alone. Every game and every practice I go out there with an open mind thinking things quite possibly will change, yet continue to give myself false hope.

School is going okay… yet I feel like it is a burden right now in my life to be doing homework, while I am trying to focus on life in general.  It is like a juggling act, yet I always keep dropping something… which tends to be school.  One day at a time I am trying to go about.

Life always works out in mysterious ways… I just need to have faith. 
So that is my update, and hopefully I will be able to update every day, so you can know what is going on in my crazy rollercoaster life.
*smiles*