I’ve never wanted someone so bad before, I’ve never cared so much, I’ve never put forth so much effort… to have it all for not. To love a person so much yet having to be second fiddle. Never in my life did I think love could be so painful. I thought love as an eternity of joy/happiness. Why bring a person into my life , if I cannot have them? To be honest… I think it’s torture.
Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it. Pain… you just have to fight through it, because truth is you can’t out ran it and life always makes more. There’s no resolutions, no easy answers, just breathe deep and wait for it to subside.
